Sunday, May 31, 2009

Cacat cela kehidupan...

Nabi pernah bersabda....ada tiga cara untuk menegur orang yang membuat maksiat:

1) pukul 2) bercakap 3) doakannya

Some things happened infront of my eyes..
It happen to be my sisters and brothers (in Islam)..
To think of it...
Surely i can't put myself to beat her/him...
To tell her/him...
She/he are older than me...
Directly..They would be thinking that im being too pious, will start to call me Ustazah (that is what i always get when i start advising others), Acting good infront of me later(so as not to get my advise again), can't talk to me...we'll be distanced.
Indirectly...how? in a sarcastic manner? or in a humorous way? I just can't put it into words..
Now im left with the last option...
To doa..
Actually...
I really dislike this last option...
It makes me feel like im giving up..not being persistent in doing the right thing..
Anyway..here it goes...
"Oh Allah, im a weak person, too weak to tell my own sisters and brothers(in Islam) the mistakes that they had commited. What a friend i am, what a two-faces person i am....
In front of you i plead, and i beg, please wake them up, make them get to thier senses back, make them realise their mistake..make them taubat Ya Allah!
Oh Allah please forgive them, forgive their mistake, the mistake that they had done without realising..and forgive me too..for being weak and flimsey....for being in the lowest state of iman lately...
Oh Allah, please bless everyone with your rahmah. Amin."

Sisters.. i miss being with all of you.. I want to be strong like you.. im sure you all will give me the best solution when we are around together......there is where the saying goes, together we are strong!

-angah